I hate it how people decline me. I do care. I hate how people throw me away. Some how I care. I hate the way people look at me. For some reason I let it get to me. I hate the way i think about all this shit and realize I CARE. Who doesn't care? People will always say they don't but they do. Just another lie to throw on our piles. Whats wrong with caring? Yea we shouldn't let people pick out things for us. That's fine I don't let them. But I do let them get inside my head. They just start it all up. Then I let it fuckin build and build then take it out on myself. Its getting really old. But who notices? Who notices the screaming on the inside? Who notices the pain? No one...
Jesus Christ this is all sounding cliche. It's all been said before... I'm not original anymore... Fuckin eww. I need to go take a bath now.... I feel like those 15 yr olds speaking about themselves like this. All I can do is repeat repeat. Blaaahhhh!!!! God I'm becoming a sheep.
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