Cup O' Tea.

All better now. better child. I guess I needed some kind of release in the last post. I took that route. Kinda wish I didn't... But it had to come out sooner or later. I wish I could get out of here faster than it has been going. I wish I could get the hell away from Texas. It's just not the place for me at all. I don't fit in here. I'm not a generic republican. I don't look like every girl out here. which is a good thing. But also, no one looks like anyone... But I just need to be in one place where I feel comfortable. It ain't here. Even the people that are just like in in every way shape and form don't want shit to do with me. I never got that. I live in flowershit for christ sake.... They are all clones here. They all have tubes connected to one another's head. Come up with the same bullshit answer, question, thought, feeling. I just wish people were more original these days. Whatever happened to art that doesn't duplicate the next one. Whatever happen to stories that have never been written?? Whatever happened to standing up for yourself and being your own person? Why is it coming down to this? Seems as though having a strong mind isn't wanted. No one wants to hear what you have to say. Even schools won't let you be the person you want to be. School should be the place you want to go to cause you can be who ever the fuck you want and people don't care. Their rules have shut you down to where you have no idea what direction you want to go in rather than what they have taught you. Something has got to change and I hope I don't stand alone on this. But I'm a child what do I know, right? Fuck you.