Clarinet Quintet In A Major.

Christmas is drawing to a near. I'm not sure If I'm ready for it. I don't think anyone is. I hate Christmas at times. I hate how greedy it makes me. I hate how greedy it makes everyone. Just want want want. I was built up around it... So, it has brushed off on me. Hell I wouldn't mind for Christmas a Carton of Marlboro Reds Shorts. That would be it for me. Thats all I want. But if my mother knew I wanted that she would flip her shit. By the way if your sick of paying 30 bucks for a carton of cigs. Buy them online they are MUCH MUCH MUCH Cheaper. They about 14 bucks a pop. Thats where I need to get mine. Also, I'm sick of fucking drama everywhere I fucking turn. I'm not one for it. It hardly follows me. But then I slip up a couple of times... People start to fucking poke you with knifes and fire. Don't bring this shit to me. I know all I do is say sorry. WHAT THE FUCK ELSE DO YOU NEED ME TO SAY?! I must of fucked up cause I don't care. How bout that? How bout next time I will just say 'Thats Life'. Huh? That would be great. Cause then you could get even more pissed at something so small and tiny. Stop the fucking water works. i don't give a shit. I don't give a FLYING FUCK. I was there for you on occasions. When you needed me. Whatever. Just shut the fuck up. Next time I'll just staple my eyes closed and sew my lips shut. So, I can't slip up next time. Cut off my hands while I'm at it. GROW THE FUCK UP AND LEARN NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU. I HAVE OTHER SHIT TO DO. AND NO YOUR NOT ON THE TOP OF MY LIST. MY FUCKING FAMILY IS. FRIENDS ARE SECOND. Family is the only ones I truly care about cause I know they will never leave me, hate me, or disappoint me. So, I return the fucking favor. As for some of my friends. They do like to see me down. They do like to watch me fall to their feet. Do their every fucking desire. Give me a break. Thats why I don't travel in packs. Thats why I have a handful of friends I need. My life doesn't revolve around you. ME. I live to make myself happy. I live to know I'm the only I can trust. I'm the only one that can keep a smile on my face. MAYBE IF YOU KNEW THAT YOU COULD SURVIVE BETTER. Hey Also for some of my friends that do not belong to this blogspot shiiieeet. You can comment if you would like. I set the comments to ANYONE. So, feel free. Even to the people I hate.