The Limit.

I tested myself last night and I should have NEVER of done that. I regret it to a full extent. I realize that mistake I made will be the end of that road. I will throw away all tools that made me realize how deep the skin can go. Never ever again. I thank god for the mother I have. If it was any other mother she prolly would have looked away. So I thank her on many levels. The reasons behind it... Because I'm a brat and I'm going to leave it at that. Thank you mama I love you.