I'm Being Selfish.

sick sick sick sick sick sick sick. im doing it to myself again. i'm doing it again. im trying to make me feel sorry for myself again. I wish everything was ok again. i wish all this would end. i wish people weren't such asshole. I would love to just disappear for twenty yrs. not look back on my past and create a whole new life for me. have NO family. No help no nothing it would be a little easier i could focus on what it is I need. Maybe in the next life...... This life has too many fucking problems to not look back on.