Well, no exciting news I can tell you this. I just really wanted to write a blog. Ali comes over tonight so that should be nice. It's funny how music can free you from anything thats bothering you. It's a huge release on anything. I owe a lot to the musicians who have helped me out threw horrible times. Nat King Cole was doing it for me for a while. Then when Sophie passed Terry Reid pulled me out of that misery. I always loved that line in "Almost Famous" where miss Penny Lane said "If you get lonely go to the record stores and visit your friends." It's true. I don't go to record stores though. I just sit and my pooter. Hahaha. But yea so far so good. I just really really hope that tragedy doesn't hit me for another 5 years. That would be great. But I know somethings coming. I know that there is going to be one last huge fucking hit in my face that I would never get passed. Not even music can pull me out. I just hope to god or who ever that they can give me a fucking break. If you keep throwing rocks at me then I will finally go down and be to god damn broken to get up on my own. I'm just trying to prepare myself the best I can. I prepare myself for a lot of shit I know is coming. But you can never really prepare yourself fully. Cause you never know the full impact thats going to take place. You never know how hard that blow is gonna come at you. You never know whats coming. To come to terms with that is just another step of preparing. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuckin A. Why couldn't I just have been a roach? They don't care about shit and they never DIE.
Sunday, March 4, 2007
You Have it Written All Over You.
Well, no exciting news I can tell you this. I just really wanted to write a blog. Ali comes over tonight so that should be nice. It's funny how music can free you from anything thats bothering you. It's a huge release on anything. I owe a lot to the musicians who have helped me out threw horrible times. Nat King Cole was doing it for me for a while. Then when Sophie passed Terry Reid pulled me out of that misery. I always loved that line in "Almost Famous" where miss Penny Lane said "If you get lonely go to the record stores and visit your friends." It's true. I don't go to record stores though. I just sit and my pooter. Hahaha. But yea so far so good. I just really really hope that tragedy doesn't hit me for another 5 years. That would be great. But I know somethings coming. I know that there is going to be one last huge fucking hit in my face that I would never get passed. Not even music can pull me out. I just hope to god or who ever that they can give me a fucking break. If you keep throwing rocks at me then I will finally go down and be to god damn broken to get up on my own. I'm just trying to prepare myself the best I can. I prepare myself for a lot of shit I know is coming. But you can never really prepare yourself fully. Cause you never know the full impact thats going to take place. You never know how hard that blow is gonna come at you. You never know whats coming. To come to terms with that is just another step of preparing. UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuckin A. Why couldn't I just have been a roach? They don't care about shit and they never DIE.
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If you were a roach then you could go live at gmas with all the other ones she has living around there, lol. love you. call me or email if ya ever need to vent or talk ok :)
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