I'm Not Even Real.

What if everything I have told you about myself turned out to be a lie? Everything down to my name. What would you do? What would the reaction be? Would you never forgive me? Why would you be hurt? It's nothing against you. I guess it's cause I just shut down your trust. Now you will never learn how to get it back. You will never know that feeling again. It happens to the best of us. Don't worry about it. I'll make it up to you. I don't even care if you won't let me. Cause we know you will. You'll be ok. Just know I'm on to the next person. If I get killed isn't even a question. There isn't an answer. The next stranger that introduces themselves to you. You won't know what to do, cause it could be me. Haunting you. Choking your memory. Swallowing you whole all over again. You'll be ok. You will never be free again. But at least now you know to never trust people.... At least not at first. Have a nice day.

Dedicated to the first person I ever let down. I'm not near sorry.

p.s. never trust a woman.